Emotions: I'm done with people laughing at my tears

I'm done with y'all.
All you do is make me shed emotional tears.
I die inside all day with you not knowing the kind of sleepless nights I have, just thinking  if I've wronged you that made you laugh at my tears.
All you do is accept the things that make you happy without knowing how I've sacrificed my future secretly just to see you happy and successful,

All you did was to laugh at my tears
I'm done with friends cos I'm afraid of shedding blood rather than tears
I never told you that you punctured my heart with a sharp blade years back,
You thought I was okay but I was dying inside.
I've done much to recover from this pains but all you did was to stick your finger inside this wound and it's all coming back to live but you never knew,
Because I was too caring about y'all and never wanted to tell you that you actually pierced me and not caressing me
I had wanted to show you a scar that you caused me before you did your worse,
Each time I see this scar, I shed midnight tears,
Your conditions not withstanding, you slept while I stay awake to make sure you were comfortable,
The other time, I had to sacrifice my mattress, then I slept on the cold rough floor just to give you comfort.
Yet you woke up and scolded me for allowing mosquito  bite you,

I'm done with pretenders,
I'm done with friends,
I need to be alone and think over my life
I'm certain I don't owe you any private explanation to you dropping streaming letters at my door mouth,
I'm gone temporarily if not forever to give you chance to suffer emotion like I did,
I'd be okay this way as long as I can stay under the lone trees and listen to them whirl and the birds shirpping to my companion.
I'm done with people who have nothing to offer but always look for their emotions to pass across to me
I'm done with everyone!
I'm just done!!
I dont care about what you think right now  and I'm going to be happy

I'm done with people laughing at my tears
Yes, I'm done, it's not a dream .
Yes, it's over for now!!!!💔💔